These are as close to the truth my gueesses can be

I bBET I GUESS DEAD ON ...FOR A GOOD PORTION OF THIS CONSPIRASY TO KILL ME AND TAKE MY KIDS MY MONEY MY MAN AND MY LIFE ....THESE ARNT MY FRIENDS THAT I TALK TO ...THESE ARE THE BITCHES THAT STALK ME BEHIND MY BACK ...PLANNING AND PLOTTING ALL THESE GREAT HATEFUL IDEAS ...TO WATCH ME SUFFER AND LOOSE IT ALL ...WHY BECAUSE THIS NOSEY BITCH HACKED MY FAMILY AND GOT A FINICAL PAPERWORK THAT SAID I HAD MONEY ...SHE ISNT MY FRIEND ...SHE NEVER INTENDED TO GIVE ME A DOLLAR ..SHE PLANNED ON KILLING ME BECAUSE SHE DIDNT LIKE ME AND WAS JEALOUS ...SO SHE TOLD EVERYONE ABOUT THIS PAPER ...TELLING GUYS GO PRETEND YOU LIKE HER SO WE CAN GET HER MONEY ....CHARGING MEN TO SLEEP WITH ME BEHIND MY BACK ...SETTING ME UP ...TO COME UP ....AND UP TO THIS DAY HOUR AND MINUTE SHES STILL OUT HERE 50 FT AWAY HARASSING ME WITH HER FRIENDS ...LATEST SENT SHERIFFS TO GET MY MAN BUT I TOOK THE BLAME ....HE CANT GET IN TROUBLE HERE BECAUSE OF HIS PAST ....THEY WANTED HIM GONE AND WANTED HIM TO BLAME ME ....SO HE WOULD HATE ME AND THINK I REALLY MUST HAVE HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH ALL THE TROUBLE HE HAD GOTTEN IN...BUT THEY SNITCHED NOT ME ....THEY SAID IT WAS MY FAMILY AND ME HOPING HE WOULD DO SOMETHING TO US ...THE REASONS I LIVED LIKE I DID HAVING TO PROVE IT OVER AND OVER THAT I WASNT A SNITCH AND MY FAMILY WASNT EITHER .....BUT WAIT DO U KNOW WHY ....SO LATER WHEN THEY STARTED THIS PLAN ....WE COULDNT TELL .....WE WOULD BE TOO AFRAID AND THEY COULD TAKE EVERYTHING WE HAD .....STILL THE PLAN ....BRAGGING ABOUT ALL THE MONEY THEY HAVE TAKEN AND HOW I DONT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT ....AND HOW MY FAMILY WONT SNITCH BECAUSE WE ARE 3 MEMVERS 7 WITH MY KIDS .9 WITH MY GRANDKIDS I HAVENT SEEN BECAUSE MY FAMILY BELIEVES I CHOOSE TO LIVE THIS WAY OVER THEM WHEN THE TRUTH IS JULIE SWITCHED US AND I LIVED WHEN I WASNT GONNA MAKE IT PAST A WEEK AS GANGSTER...TELLING EVERYONE HOW ALL MY MONEY WAS HERS ....AND HER DAUGHTERS ...HOW MY MONEY WAS HER MONEY ....SAYING I OWED THEM NOT QUITE NEVER ..
IN ALL THE YEARS DID I DO BAD BUISNESS EVER ....I HAD NO BEEF WITH ANYONE I WAS KNOWN .FOR BEING RELIABLE AND TRUSTWORTHY...AND NICE ...
DIDNT DO WHAT SO MANY OTHERS DID LOOSE CUSTOMERS ...
BAD BUISNESS ...SO WITHOUT INCRIMANATING MYSELF BECAUSE MY PAST WAS TAKEN FROM THE DRAMA THEY PUT ON ME TO FAIL...OR DIE..I MADE IT AND EVEN HAD SOME FUN ...BUT ALOT OF HARD WORK ...RECYCLING ...DUMPSTER DIVING ..
FLEA MARKETS ...MY MONEY AND IT WASNT ALOT....NEVER SELLING DOPE TO MAKE FAST MONEY ....DIDNT WANT MY KIDS TO HAVE TO FINISH MY PROBLEM EVER ....IT ENDED WITH ME ....I WANTED MY KIDS TO DO BETTER THEN I DID ...EVEN THOUGH THERE WAS NOTHING ANYONE COULD DO I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HER THEN ...AS I HEAR HER THREATENING ME MORE ....FUCK YOU JULIE ...DIE YOU HEARTLESS BITCH ...AND TAKE YOUR FRIENDS WITH YOU ...YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR FOR EVERYTHING YOU CAME UP ON FROM ME LIVING LIKE THAT ...I SHOULD HAVE BEEN SITTING RELAXING AFTER ALL THE YEARS ....I NEVER MADE MONEY OFF ANYONE ..NO DOPE PROFIT EVER ...BUT BITCH IT TAKES MORE THEN THAT ...THE MEXICANS USE TO SAY CARLA YOU PAY THREE TIMES TOO MUCH ...WITH MY $ MY TIME AND MY LIFE ...NEVER DISRESPECTIING THE LIFE ....YET ALWAYS GETTING THE HEARTACHE AND STRUGGLE ..OR LOCKED UP...OR DOWN AND OUT EVERY SATURDAY NIGHT SLEEPING FOR A DECADE ALMOST ...
EXCEPT WITH THE WOMEN LIONNA MY FRIEND AND A FEW OTHER WOMEN ...NONE OF WHO STALK FOLLOW HARASS AND CLAIM THEY HELP MY FAMILY ...NONE OF WHO ARE FRIENDS WITH MY BOYFRIEND ...OR GIRLFRIENDS .