I have MADE IT AND CAME OUT LOOKING GOOD

UNTIL THEY NEEDED MORE ....THIS WASNT WORKING THEY NEEDED SOME STUFF TO MAKE THE GOOD PEOPLE HATE ME ..SOME REAL LIES THAT WILL DESTROY ME FOR SURE ....THEY NEEDED THE PEOPLE WHO KNEW I WAS STILL OKAY TO THINK I WAS LIKE THEM ...UNABLE TO HANDLE THE SITUATION I GOT MYSELF INTO ....NOT ME ....SO REPUTATION DESTROY HEADED BY THE BITCH CLAN STARTED ....MY REPUTATION....MY HOME....MY KIDS ..
MY FRIENDS....MY LIFE...EVERYTHING I DID THEY COMPLAIN ....EVERYONE WHO LIKES OR HELPS ME THEY ROB OR THREATEN ....WHY THEY HATE ME ...IVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO ANY OF THEM .NOTHING HAS HAPPENED TO THERE FAMILYS BECAUSE OF ME ...BUT BECAUSE THIS AWFUL BITCH CLAIMING SHE HAS MY BACK HATED ME MORE THEN JULIE ....BECAUSE HER BOYFRIEND LIKED AND STUCK UP FOR ME ...I GUESS ONE AND THEN MY MAN ...HERS I NEVER MET ..THAT I KNOW OF ..WHY WOULD I WRITE ALL THIS DOWN BECAUSE THEY HAVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR SO LONG I DONT THINK THEY WILL EVER LET ME AND MY FAMILY BE ...IVE LOST EVERYTHING BECAUSE THEY WOULD HAVE KILLED ME FOR SURE IF I HAD MONEY ....THATS ALL THEY HAVE WAITED FOR ....DESTROYING EVERYTHING ALONG THE WAY ....AND THEY WONDER WHY I SIT DOING NOTHING ....WHY I DONT TRY AND MAKE FRIENDS AND MEET PEOPLE ...WHY I DONT HAVE NORMAL RELATIONSHIPS GUESS WHY THEY SAY NOW ...BECAUSE IM A CHILDMOLESTER ...AND SO WAS MY FATHER ....THATS THE SLANDER THEY ALL MADE THE MONEY FROM ...IM IN NO WAY A CHILDMOLESTER ....I WOULD NEVER DO THAT EVEN TO KIDS I HATED ...I WASNT FINANCALLY RESPOSABLE AND THE COPS BECAUSE THEY WERE SNITCHING WERE STARTING TO THREATEN TO TAKE MY KIDS IF I DIDNT WORK WITH THEM ...MY FAMILY GOT SCARED....SO THEY WENT TO LIVE WITH MY MOTHER AND I WAS HOMELESS AGAIN...SO MY KIDS COULD BE TAKEN CARE OF ....MY ELDESTS APARYMENT CAR...ALL THE FAMILY PHONES ...RENTS ...INSURENCE ...AFTER MY FATHER DIED I CANT EVEN SEE OR TALK TO MY MOTHER WHY ...BECAUSE THESE BITCHES HAVE BEEN OVER WITH MY FAMILY LYING AND ACTING CONCERNED AND PRETENDING THEY WERE FRIENDS AND WANTED TO HELP ...TELLING MY KIDS AND FAMILY HOW FUCKED UP I AM AND LAZY AND HOW I DONT DO ANYTHING ...BUT DRUGS.....NOW THESE ARE THE SAME FEMALES WHO FOLLOW ME AROUND WAITING FOR ME TO SLEEP OR HAVE PROBLAMS TO START MY KIDS ...TO BECOMING ADDICTS SO THEY COULD PROFIT PAY FOR THERE SHIT AND WORK AND USE US TO MAKE THEM LOOK LIKE SOME SORT OF BIG SHOT ...