HOW WAS I TOO KNOW THAT YOU NEVER WANTED US OR ME .YOU SHOWED ME THAT EVERYDAY WITH EVERY THING YOU DID AND HOW YOU ACTED TWORDS ME THE LONGER I WAS WITH YOU ..HOW CAN ,COULD I HAVE BEEN SO BLIND I THOUGHT I KNEW HIM AND I GUESS I DIDNT BECAUSE THIS BROADSIDED ME INTO EMOINTIONAL PHYSOCSIS...HOW COULD HE HAVE JUST NEEDED ME TO GET HIM WHERE HIS LITTLE SIDE HOOKER COULD REPLACE ME EASY AND LIVE ...WHERE WHILE IN YUBA ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY COULD BE LOST AND HE KNEW THIS IT WAS A PLAN..AND HIS HOOKER WIFE WORKING ON GETTING I. WHERE THEY WERENT IN...TO DESTROY ALL IVE GOT IN LIFE ,MY LIFELINES ...Y WHO KNOWS TO PUT MY KIDS IN A ROLE SURE TO FAIL SINCE ALWAYS EXCLUDED FROM MY WAY OF LIFE ...SOME PARENTS QUIT KNOWING ITS NOT AN OPTION SO THERE KIDS HANDLE THE BURDEN OF YOUR CHOICES ..OTHERS LIVE THERE LIFES THIS WAY AS LONG AS POSSIBLE TO NEVER HAVE THERE CHOICES BURDEN THERE KIDS IT DOSENT MATTER .THEY GET WHAT THEY WANT NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU MAKE IT .DO EVERYTHING YOUR SUPPOSE TO SURVIVE CIRCUMSTANCES DEAMED IT WOULD SEEM FOR JUST YOU TO LIVE BY ,WITH BOYFRIENDS AND OTHERS ADDING TO THAT ROLE FOR THE WORST OUTCOME IN THE FUTURE ,TO BE WITHOUT ALL LOVED ONES AND FRIENDS ,AND THEN REPLACED BY MY BACK
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